"Erwarte nichts - heute: Das ist dein Leben!" (Tucholsky)
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| Ideenjonglieren im Alltag "Erwarte nichts - heute: Das ist dein Leben!" (Tucholsky) |
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Samstag, August 09, 2003 "One of these days you better stay at home" dachte ich noch so um 21 Uhr als ich dann nach einem Spontantelefonat mit einem mir noch unbekannten Menschen nicht davon überzeugt war dass der heutige Abend so hei? wird wie er begann. Mit heissem Wetter, sogar hei?em Wasser im Getraenkeautomaten beim Job, heissem Leitungswasser, auch wenn man es auf mittekalt stellt beim Duschen und heissem Flirt - verbal mit D aus SB. Just came back from the date (should I say so?) with Jan. The phone call wasn't that inspirative as the last two hours, but i THINK THE MOST IMORTANT IS that I know now how easy it might be to feel like 16. Now I got an sms - yet I don't know what a man will write after a night kissing and touching and leaving him alone to drive home when the night started to become one of THESE nigts. Well, he isn't the one. I have to admit that one sees or better feels this in the first minutes. But - once again a but - although kissing and touching and feeling somebodys arms around is a real need indeed. With anyone. What a pity anyway. I started to discuss it with the one I kissed last weekend. Hey, I have to re-life my teenager's years, don't I? Now I really know how Diana might had felt when we were 16. Writing in English is a possibility as I am not able to write in dialect. I'm sharing a lot with Pete who doesn't call -what a pity. But - again - I'm really afraid he might think I will imitate him when he ever will read this. Looking at your diary I really have found MY form of expression too - thank you and I really wish to stay in contact. I am afraid of have a look at the sms. I am afraid to make fall a lots of people in love with me. No,that's wrong. It might be even a wish of mine. But I won't hurt like that anyone hurts me. I will be sure. So, there's no such thing to be really unsure as falling. Falling in love. Let's have alook at the sms: "Komm gut nach Hause! War ein interessanter Abend! Wenn du mal wieder Lust auf Koelsch, Skaten, Schwimmen oder Knutschen hast, dann meld dich: -). LG J." Puh, this was the right mood ... I will go to bed soon ....*bigsmile* posted by Catherine | 8/09/2003 06:48:00 PM
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